For those of you who have known me a little well than the average others, I am sure you know that music is my passion. Even though I may not sing or play musical instruments well, but I know enough to keep myself entertained and maybe, for once in a while, lull my heavy heart to relax and let loose.
I play, be it poorly, a little bit of piano and guitar and related musical instruments, and I play them quite often in church, but I rarely do so outside, in the open. I have this lack of confidence issue, a bit too much that it prevents me from playing the instruments for others. Well, last month, I decided to fight against my defective nature and face the challenge. I played acoustic guitar for my office mate, Haspa, for a number by Yuna. A very good song, indeed.
Truth is, I don't think I succeeded in that fight, but at least I tried. My legs still felt wobbly, and shaking, only thanks to my baju kurung, I guess it didn't show that much. Hope the audiences didn't notice it. Congrats to Haspa, despite forgetting a line or two, she delivered the song quite well, and in her own way, which I liked very much.
There is still a lot to learn, years to practice for me to be able to play well, but I hope, in the process, I can at least cheer up somebody, every single passing day, share what little gift God has bestowed upon me, with others.
One thing I learn from this is: Challenges can really help us grow stronger and tougher, overcoming them makes you realize how stronger you are than you think.
Your last sentence..so agree with you. Motherhood taught me that. Anyway congrats for the courage to perform.
ReplyDeleteMotherhood teaches so many amazing things to us. Isn't it great?
ReplyDeleteIndeed friend.
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