Sunday, 23 December 2012

Looking down the memory view

Yes, it's not walking down the memory lane, it's more like just looking at it.  Been here since last Wednesday, today is my last day...I still haven't walked all the streets and alleys, the buildings and monuments that hold tonnes of memories I gathered during my last 2 years of study here.

There's some kind of saddened feelings, reminiscence of the past, realizing how hard were those days to me. And to think that I had to mask the difficulties with happy face and jolly good mood. This place, however, is the very place that taught a lot about independence and survival, this is the place where I learned how to mingle, to socialize, though not much, still it was a great beginning. I made good decisions here, in life, held on tight to what mattered to me and my principle, but one wrong move, decision made in KK, my life now in ruins, well, almost.

While here, I always went for solo outings. My financial condition and my chaotic mind and heart was the reason. It's a peaceful city, of course, too peaceful for an already lonely heart like mine.

Enough talking, just wanna share the view of one of the place I went a lot during those yesteryears.

Salut to the memoirs....



Towards the waterfront, DUN etc

This side to Sarawak Plaza and Tun Jugah

2 comments:

  1. Like you..this city also held so many memories for me. In fact one of my poem..The Small Little Room..is 'simbolicly' written about this city and what it done to me.

    And like you, this city taught me about survival and making the right or wrong decision. I done both..but looking back to those chaotic moment, I don't regret anything even the wrong decision I made. Because of that, my heart get harden..and myself..tougher and I think wiser in surviving.

    I am still wondering, what are you going through now. I just can guess..but I am not sure. Whatever it is..I hope you are okay. If you need a listener..you know i am here. Happy New Year Friend!

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  2. Hi Chris...sorry to keep you wondering...well for now let's just say I am going through gruesome experience, which I hope will pass soon. Independence has a whole lot and new meaning to me now considering what has happened to me during the past years, up until today...which I may say, I hope the climax. But it seems life isn't finished with me yet, so I am just trying my best to prepare of what life may have in store for me.

    A belated Happy New Year to you too...God bless you.

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