What a day, week and month....

If this is how my life will be in the next 2 or 3 years, I think I will die young, very young.  There's almost no time to really rest, everything is set in RUSH, URGENT and the kind.  I feel my joints are complaining, threatening to launch a strike, so are my muscles, my head and everything.

Maybe it's just me.  The work nature in my current position is still very new to me.  I used to have control on my work schedule, and supervision was not as close as this.  I had the freedom to do my work according to my own way, as long as we can produce the output on time, and deliver according to what my superior wanted.

Now, everything must be done NOW.  I have so many deadlines that I forgot most of them.  I barely gain the right to declare 'It's finished' to any one of my task before another couple of new 'urgent' task piling on my desk.  But being me, I always say this with a smile and an optimist mind, 'ok, i'll do best.'

I am not a people pleaser, nor am I a people hater, whatever that means.  My motto is one, as long as I think I can do it, I will not deny it, or avoid it.  Work smart, schedule, delegate, do whatever it takes, it will get done.  If I can't do it on time, as for extension of time, negotiate.  Surely there's always ways to get it done.

Above all, always start my day with personal time with my Lord, my Father.  And end my day with the same personal time.

Always keep my family at the top priority, after God.  That way I can safely say that my life is at balance.

I know this will take quite some time to get used to new work schedule and nature, but like always, I will adapt.

I just want to apologise to my family and friends, for ignoring you all these whiles.  Rest assured, myself get no better attention than you are.  I am exhausted, and I am sorry.

Let's start again, shall we?