It has been quite some time passed by and I haven't enough time to update my blogs. Well, it's not that anyone would read it, anyway. It's just that I need to update myself on this.
KMK is done half a year ago, result was satisfactory. It means, we got what we worked hard for. Now is time to concentrate back on my routine, my family, my job and everything else.
Early this year I thought I had lost someone very dear to me, not lost physically, it's just that I have this 'lost' feelings, when the person I thought I was very close with/to seems like a total stranger to me. Everything he did was unexpected. He seems tame enough, but not enough to keep him in the family's grip. But I guess God has a much, much better idea, plan on him.
Despite those discouraging moments I had, lots of things I have learned from it. I learned to be more patient, be more loving, more attentive, do more listening, less talking, be considerate, and above all, be more thankful of everything I have today.
So, those dark months is very, very slowly passing me by, in the process giving me more strength, allowing me to have more acquaintances, be a good friend and having good friend in return. God is actually giving me a lot more than I deserve.
However, my dilemmas are still far from settled. I am always trapped in between two people, two ideas, two plans, and two of everything that matters to me. That is actually causing headache. Luckily, up till today, I managed to steer away from my longtime enemy, MIGRAINE.
I am just starting back, again. So, that's it for now, will be back again soon.
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